While the gospel for today is one of my very favorites (the Road to Emmaus) I have preached on it many times, and decided on this third Sunday of Easter to focus on the reading from Acts, which can be found here, from the second chapter.
It is an honor to be here today, among all of you at Grace Church, Oxford. Do you know that you are one of five parishes in our diocese called Grace? The other four are all west of us. In the Berkshires, there is Grace Church of the Southern Berkshires in Great Barrington, and Grace Church in Dalton. And then moving east to the Pioneer Valley there is Grace Church, Chicopee and Grace Church, Amherst. But here in Worcester County there is just one: Grace Church, Oxford.
I want to share with you a poem by Luci Shaw, that comes from a collection entitled A Widening Light: Poems of the Incarnation. The particular poem I want to share is called “Judas, Peter.”
because we are all
betrayers, taking
silver and eating
body and blood and asking
(guilty) is it I and hearing
him say yes
it would be simple for us all
to rush out
and hang ourselves
but if we find grace to cry and wait
after the voice of morning
has crowed in our ears
clearly enough
to break our hearts
he will be there
to ask each again
do you love me
betrayers, taking
silver and eating
body and blood and asking
(guilty) is it I and hearing
him say yes
it would be simple for us all
to rush out
and hang ourselves
but if we find grace to cry and wait
after the voice of morning
has crowed in our ears
clearly enough
to break our hearts
he will be there
to ask each again
do you love me
Did you hear that? We would despair of our own
lives, because of our own choices, but if
we find grace to cry and wait after the voice of morning has crowed in our ears
clearly enough to break our hearts, he will be there to ask again, do you love
me? There is that word, grace, for all of you. The reference at the end of
course is to that lakeside encounter between Peter and risen Christ. Do you
remember? Jesus says to Peter, do you
love me? Yes. Peter, do you love me?
Yes. Peter, do you love me? Lord why
are you asking me this three times, you know that I love you? Oh yeah, now I
remember. Because I said I do not know the man. I do not know the man. I do not
know the man…
Grace, after our biggest failures—grace to cry and
wait. Amazing grace that breaks our hearts and gives us second and third chances.
Because our betrayals and denials are
never the end of the story. That’s why Peter matters so much for us. Because he
didn’t always get it right. What he did do, again and again, is to put his
whole trust in God’s love.
Notice, then, with me, that Peter, that Good Friday
denier, has something to say in today’s reading from the Acts of the Apostles.
He is a new man, a man who has learned to love again. He has found his voice:
Peter,
standing with the eleven, raised his voice and addressed the multitude,
"Let the entire house of Israel know with certainty that God has made him
both Lord and Messiah, this Jesus whom you crucified." Now when they heard
this, they were cut to the heart and said to Peter and to the other apostles,
"Brothers, what should we do?" Peter said to them, "Repent, and
be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ so that your sins may
be forgiven; and you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit. For the promise
is for you, for your children, and for all who are far away, everyone whom the
Lord our God calls to him"… So those who welcomed his message were
baptized, and that day about three thousand persons were added.
That is what Easter looks like when
it takes hold of our lives! Amazing
grace, how sweet the sound! And this has everything to do with the grace
being made manifest here in Oxford and the new life that is continuing to
emerge.
This third Sunday of Easter and the
Easter life I see here at Grace Church suggest two things to me which are
really two sides of one Easter coin. One is about God and one is about us. First
of all, our God really is a god of second chances. The whole point of Easter is
that death does not get the final word. The whole point of Easter is that even
at the grave we make our song: alleluia, alleluia, alleluia. Three times! The
whole point of Easter is that forgiveness trumps vengeance and love triumphs
over fear. Always , because God does not desire the death of sinners, but that
they might turn and live.
This is not just a New Testament
idea—it’s a thread through the whole of what we call the Old Testament. Really,
it’s there. Ask your rector! But it culminates in the Easter story. It
culminates in the story of this rabbi, this messiah, who is victorious over the
grave and who reveals to us who God is: the God who brooded over creation in
the beginning, and the God who even now has begun making new heavens and a new
earth, and wiping every tear away. We aren’t there yet, for sure. There is work
to be done including a role for us. But Easter is about that new beginning and
new life.
This leads to the second side of the
coin, and that is what Peter models for us what it means to be the Church
together - what authentic faith looks like in every generation. It is way too
easy in this life to get stuck, and when we get stuck it can lead to despair.
Judas hangs himself because he cannot imagine that God will really forgive him
or make things new again. And despair is always a threat for us as well, even
when the end is not so tragic or dramatic. It is easy in this life to get bound
up in fear and guilt over what we did in the past and unable to imagine the possibility
of what God may yet use us to do a new thing. So Peter is not a saint because he
always gets it right. The Scriptures are very clear that he does not get it
right very often, in fact. But he trusts
that God is a God of second chances and of new beginnings. He trusts Easter
isn’t just about what happened to Jesus’ dead body but about what happens to
us. That rooster’s crowing becomes a lesson in humility that leads to new life,
rather than a humiliation that leads to death.
This takes us to the very heart of the good news: we are not called to be perfect, but to live as a forgiven people. We are called, with God’s help, to repent and return to the Lord when we mess it up, and to begin again and again and again. To learn that, and to live it, is to enter into more fully into the Paschal Mystery – and it is to become the “Easter people” God means for us to become. Grace in action.
This takes us to the very heart of the good news: we are not called to be perfect, but to live as a forgiven people. We are called, with God’s help, to repent and return to the Lord when we mess it up, and to begin again and again and again. To learn that, and to live it, is to enter into more fully into the Paschal Mystery – and it is to become the “Easter people” God means for us to become. Grace in action.
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