This morning, on the Feast of St. Francis, I am at All Saints Church in Worcester.
I’m sure that many of you have seen the familiar statue of St. Francis in a garden, perhaps even in your own gardens: he’s keeping a serene eye on things; and often some birds are there with him or some animal is sitting at his feet. He looks so peaceful.
For fifteen years I served
the only parish in this diocese that takes its name from Francis. When I
arrived I didn’t know much about him, but over the course of those many years
and reading several biographies of him and a pilgrimage to Assisi, I feel like
I know him a little bit, which I think is the reason that I was invited to be
with you today. In fact as the people of St. Francis would tell you, I took to
calling him “Frank.” So I want to share
with you a bit today about my old pal…
Francis died eight hundred
and nineteen years ago today. The saints of the church are not remembered when
they were born but rather when they enter eternal life. He was born in 1182, and
baptized in the cathedral font of Assisi, an Umbrian town half-way between Rome
and Florence that sits up on a hill. His mother was a religious person who
decided to name her son after John the Baptist—the one who “prepared the way”
for Jesus. And so he was christened “Giovanni.”
He was given the nickname “Francesco”
by his father, Pietro, a cloth trader who traveled regularly on business to France.
Francesco means “little Frenchman”—presumably because of his dad’s love for all
things French. In the latter part of the twelfth century, Assisi was moving
from a feudal society to a mercantile society and Pietro was, like the
Jeffersons all those centuries later, “movin’ on up.” Francis may have even
traveled with Pietro on business trips in his teenage years. If he did and he got
to Paris, then he would have seen a new cathedral being built that was to be
named for the mother of our Lord, a little place called Notre Dame.
By all accounts, Francesco
was a spoiled rich kid. It can happen when parents are upwardly mobile and they
want to indulge their children in the “opportunities” they didn’t have. His
father clearly expected his son to follow in the family business. Something
happened, though, that led to a change in his worldview. Some say he came down
with an illness that left him bedridden for a long period of time. In any case,
he ended up in the military, wanting to become a knight.
When someone says “semper
fi” to you, you know that they are shaped by a whole set of values that make
that person a marine. Knights in the Middle Ages were something like that, and
the equivalent of “semper fi” was the notion of chivalry. Two “core
values” for a knight were a commitment to largesse (i.e. to give freely)
and to be always courteous. Yes, sir. No
thank you ma’am. I mention that because as profoundly shaped as Francesco
would be by the gospel, like all of us he was also shaped by his life
experiences, and these military values clearly played a role in shaping the
person he was becoming. Generosity and courtesy permeate the Rule of Francis;
they are obviously gospel values, but they were reinforced by his training as a
knight.
So Francis has this powerful
religious awakening in the church in San Damiano. While praying, he heard
Christ calling to him “Francesco, rebuild
my church.” Some might call this a “conversion experience,” but I prefer to
think of such experiences as “awakenings”—because they remind us that it’s
about what God was already doing in his life. He had already been “claimed and
sealed and marked as Christ’s own forever” at that cathedral font all those
years earlier. It wasn’t God’s fault that he was asleep to that reality for so
many years! In any event, he finally begins to “wake up” to this reality and
when he does he takes the vision literally at first, as he begins to rebuild
the church in San Damiano, which had fallen into disrepair. Eventually however
he comes to see this process of repairing and rebuilding the Church as
something much bigger.
Francesco starts to become
really generous. The problem is that the money is giving away isn’t money he
earned, but money that came from his father. The moment of ultimate conflict
between father and son comes when Pietro makes a call to his personal friend, the
bishop, to ask him to talk some sense into the boy who was beginning to take
his faith too seriously.
In the upper church in Assisi
there is a fresco that captures the horrible falling out Francesco and his
father had in the public square of Assisi. Perhaps some of you have known the turmoil
and sense of shame and betrayal that both parent and child must have felt that
day as Francesco went, shall we say, “al
fresco.” He takes off all of his clothes and hands them to his father,
saying, “I don’t want any of your stuff anymore. I’m done with you.” The bishop
is trying to cover Francis up. There is such humanity and pathos in that scene,
long before Francis became a statue in our gardens. (He does not look so
serene.) Even if he is now canonized, I think we make a mistake if we turn
Francis into the hero of this moment and his father into the devil. I imagine
his dad, especially within this context of a changing world where there were
increasing opportunities for those willing to work hard, as honestly wanting
the very best for his son. The problem is that father and son don’t see
eye-to-eye on what is best. Their core values clash and Francis has to live the
life he believes God is calling him to, not his father’s dreams. It’s a very
old story.
I have sometimes wondered if
this isn’t a kind of inverted story of the prodigal son: instead of the father
running out to embrace the long lost son, Francesco’s father seems in the
fresco to be almost recoiling, pulling away from the son he can no longer
understand. Who is this kid and what has happened to him? With all due respect
to Francis, as a parent I can’t help but feel some empathy for the father. That
isn’t to say he was right: we raise our kids in order to let them become adults
who will find their own path to God and their own way in the world. But moments
like this one are so hard. And not just for father and son (not to mention for the
bishop) but for all of us who are eavesdropping on a family matter being played
out in the town square.
If you ever get to Assisi
stand by that fresco for a while. It’s a sad and heart-wrenching moment. And
yet it is so clearly a defining moment in Francis’ spiritual journey. It seems
the two never reconcile. Yet Francis spends the rest of his life trying to live
the prayer he may or may not have actually written, to be a servant of God’s
peace, an agent of reconciliation by seeking more to understand than to be
understood.
In 1219, Francis heads off to
the Middle East during the time of the Crusades. War is always hell, but the
Crusades were particularly brutal (as perhaps only religious conflicts are.)
Yet Francis goes down to Egypt to the sultan’s palace to meet with a caliph who
is roughly the same age he is—late thirties at the time. The Muslim leader (most
likely a Sufi mystic) is fond of religious poetry, intellectually curious, and
on good terms with the merchants of Venice. The two men meet and Francis tries
to convert him to Christianity. That doesn’t happen, but they depart in peace
and on good terms. It is another encounter in Francis’ life worth pondering: in
the heart of the Islamic world, in the middle of the Crusades, Francis bears
witness to the love of God he knew in Jesus. He listens and treats the stranger
with dignity and respect. Neither one converts to the other’s religion but both
are in some deeper way changed for good.
The word crusader
literally means “the one who bears the cross.” In the twelfth century and to
this very day, however, that word often sends chills down the spines of people
who remember the atrocities done in the name of Christ and in the name of the
cross, especially in the Muslim world. Our language is so easily manipulated in
times of war, isn’t it? Yet Francis bore
witness in the midst of all of that to another way. He was the true crusader in
the right sense of that word; for him the “way of the cross” meant the way of
mutual respect and conversation, being an instrument of peace in a world gone
mad, living with hope for the dawn of a new day when love triumphs over evil.
What lessons does
a man who lived nine hundred years ago have to teach us as twenty-first
Christians here in Worcester? Most of you know already of St. Francis’ love for
the earth and all creatures, great and small. It’s become a practice to bless
animals this weekend and also to focus on our more cosmic relatives: brother
sun and sister moon, and this fragile earth, our island home. We pray that
somehow Francis might awaken in us this awareness that our planet is in trouble
and we need to listen not to the rhetoric of politicians owned by the special
interests but to real scientists with hard evidence.
We are called to
hear our own names called by the living God to share in the work of rebuilding
the Church. Not just Greg and Jose but all of us. Not just the people of All
Saints but the folks across town at St. Mark’s and St. Matthew’s and St.
Luke’s, where they are welcoming a new priest-in-charge this morning; and at
St. Michael’s where they will celebrate a new ministry this afternoon with a
priest-in-charge raised up by this parish. God is doing something new in this
city, even now; can you perceive it?
I think we are
called to become crusaders in the true sense of that word: not as people who
wield power over others, but who bear the cross as a sign of hope, and of our
own weakness and vulnerability. As we heard today from St. Paul, “may we never boast of anything except the
cross of our Lord Jesus Christ.” (Galatians 6:14) We need to find ways to do that as witnesses
to the gospel in a nation obsessed with guns – not to go out hunting deer but
with assault weapons meant for the battlefield, claiming the lives of our young
people from Newtown to Roseburg. Lord,
make us instruments of thy peace…
Like Francis, we
do well to remember that sometimes the hardest work of reconciliation is in
reaching across the kitchen table to heal the rifts between father and son, or
mother and daughter, or brother and sister. And if this congregation is anything
like the one I served for fifteen years, then it is pretty unlikely that
everyone here agrees on everything and holds hands at every vestry meeting and
sings kumbaya. Sometimes the work of
reconciliation is requires us to reach across those tables, because the truth
is that wherever two or three gather together in Christ’s name, there is sure
to be conflict. Finding the right pace in a season of change is never easy, and
inevitably things will go too fast for some and too slow for others.
As bearers of the
cross in a world where this is so much hatred and injury and discord and doubt
and despair and darkness and sadness,
may we sow love and pardon and union and faith and hope and light and
joy. Some of our encounters will lead to reconciliation, thanks be to God—or at
least to deeper understanding, like Francis’ encounter in the Holy Land. Others
will leave us deeply wounded, like that awful scene between father and son in
the piazza. But through it all, our calling remains, a prayer we dare to pray
not only with our lips but with our lives: Lord, make
us servants of thy peace.
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