Today, on the Third Sunday of Lent, I am at Southwick Community Episcopal Church. I am continuing to preach the psalms during Lent - today's sermon text is Psalm 63:1.
Wherever I go during this Lenten season,
I’m preaching on the appointed psalm for the day. Why, you might ask? Aren’t
Episcopal clergy “required” to focus on the gospel reading? No! And for decades,
the psalms have shaped my prayer life. They cover every possible emotion in
relating to God: not just gratitude and trust and love and awe, but also the
harder ones like feeling lost or abandoned or angry or confused. Yet over three
decades of ordained ministry, I have rarely preached on them. I’ve taught them
in Bible studies, and I’ve prayed them myself, but I’ve only very rarely
preached on them. So this Lent I’m going there intentionally and I’ll be back
with you in two weeks and do the same.
Today I want to call your attention to
Psalm 63. Just the opening verse. And
I want to use a translation by Robert Alter which is closer to the Hebrew than
we are used to – closer to the Hebrew than what we prayed together. Alter also
seems able to retain more of a poetic sense. You ready?
God, my God; for You I search.
My throat thirsts for you, my flesh yearns for you, in a land waste and parched, with no water.
God, my God, for You, I search. This
prayer and our prayers are not addressed to a generic deity- not only to the
Creator of the heavens and earth. But my God.
Our God. The God who loves us, who
claims us, who marks and seals us – the One who calls us each by name. The One
who knows us better than we know ourselves. And yet the God whom it is not
always is near – the God for whom sometimes we must search.
My throat thirsts for you… The word
that we heard translated as soul earlier,
doesn’t quite get it in English, so Alter pushes us back to the original core
meaning of nephesh. It does mean soul, but in a Hebrew way, not a
Greek way. The Greeks tended to be more dualistic. Body and soul; as if those
were two separate things. But the Bible is more holistic. We are clay vessels,
given the breath of God. We are fleshy souls or soulful flesh. Literally nephesh really does mean throat. If you
cut your throat, where your carotid artery is, you are not long for this world.
You literally can’t breathe anymore. That’s nephesh.
Not a soul inside of our bodies but our life-force. So Alter opts to keep the
consistent metaphor: the poet’s throat is parched. The poet’s whole life-force,
body and spirit, thirsts for the living God. Only God. Are you with me?
God, my God; for You I search.
My throat thirsts for you, my flesh yearns for you, in a land waste and parched, with no water.
One of the traditional last words of
Jesus, from the cross, is “I thirst.” It’s in John’s Gospel the twenty-eighth verse
of the nineteenth chapter. It’s where this Lenten journey is headed, to the
place of the skull, on a hill outside of the city, to an old rugged cross.
After this, when Jesus knew that all was now finished, he said (in order to fulfill the scripture), “I am thirsty.”
Jesus learned to pray the
psalms the same way we learn to sing hymns. Now I know that when you talk about
hymns in the Episcopal Church this is sometimes a dangerous thing. We have too
many books and yes, I know that here at SCEC you use that screen that includes
even more music resources!
But you aren’t alone.
Across this diocese, even those who think they know and love the blue hymnal really
only know a selection within that and within every congregation I know, people have very
different favorites. And then there is Wonder,
Love, and Praise and still others love LEVAS. When I served in Holden our
Saturday music was closer to your music here and we used a little hymnal called
Come Celebrate and the Roman Catholic
Hymnal, Gather. This makes it hard to
figure out what our core hymns are – and trust me I realize this in diocesan
liturgies when the planners will say, “everybody knows this,” but half the
people gathered do not.
Neverthless… Even if we can’t
agree on the favorites, I bet you all do have your own favorite hymns. Maybe
even some you hope that one of those hymns will be sung at your funeral, if you
ever stop to think about that. I’m not leaving anything to chance. For me, the
one that must be sung when I die is “For All the Saints.” I am one of those
people who has my funeral plans all written out on a Google doc. The readings,
the hymns, even the preacher. My wife and kids all know this and they also know
I update it every now and again, usually around the time of my birthday. While
they also know they can do whatever they want, I’ve been a priest long enough
to know that it’s helpful to do this sort of thing and in writing. One of the
non-negotiables about my funeral is that we’ll end with “For All the Saints.” All eight verses. Occasionally I suggest
that it could even be sung all the way through, twice.
So every time I sing that
hymn, often at funerals and usually on All
Saints Day, I think to myself: this will be sung at my funeral as well. And
it brings me a kind of peace to know that.
For all the saints, who from their labors rest, who thee, by faith, before the world confessed they name, O Jesus, be forever blessed.
So it doesn’t seem weird
to me at all that Jesus would be singing a psalm as he took his last breath. As
he was about to give up his nephesh to God on the cross, he said, “I thirst.” There
are many thirsty psalms he could have prayed, but maybe it was this one that he
was thinking about, Psalm 63, our psalm for this day.
God, my God; for You I search.
My throat thirsts for you, my flesh yearns for you, in a land waste and parched, with no water.
Or perhaps it was these words, from Psalm
42: As the deer pants for streams of water, so my
nephesh pants for you, my God. Or maybe, from Psalm 69: For my
thirst, they gave me vinegar to drink.
The word “thirst” comes up seventy-seven
times in the Bible. That is not surprising in a desert climate. It comes up a
lot in the wilderness of the Sinai Desert, where the people are often both
thirsty and hungry. The thing is that after that call of Moses that we heard
about in this morning’s reading – out there by the burning bush – that marked
the beginning of a four-decade long journey.
Moses didn’t just go up to old Pharaoh and say “let my people go” and then Pharaoh
said “ok” and then they packed up the moving van and settled the Promised Land.
It doesn’t work like that. Even after the plagues and the late night escape and
the crossing of the Red Sea with Pharaoh’s army in hot pursuit, what lay head
were lots of years of wandering. Forty, according to the storyteller. 480
months. 2080 weeks. 14,600 days.
And probably every single one of those
14,600 days there was more thirst than water in the Sinai Desert. This is why
it comes up so often. Yes, the Lord provided manna from heaven and water from
the flinty rock. Yes, God was good – all the time. All the time, God was good. But
they also must have spent a lot of time hungry and thirsty. They knew what it
was like to not take those things for granted. They were learning, as they made
that journey from slavery to freedom, how to live life one day at a time. To
rely on God, our God, one day at a time.
Thirst. I’m making a big deal of one
little word but it’s so very important. Did you know that our bodies are
sixty-percent water? If you want to lose weight you can start removing water;
but be very, very careful! We take it for granted and we’ve learned how
important it is to stay hydrated. But that’s not so easy in Flint, Michigan or
in most of the third world.
When I googled the word
“thirst” this past week I came up with a hit on a site called www.charitywater.org. That took me to a book called “Thirst” by a guy
named Scott Harrison. Maybe you all know about his work; I did not. I literally
stumbled upon him by way of Google. But here is what I learned from that
website:
At 28 years old, Scott Harrison had it all. A top nightclub promoter in New York City, his life was an endless cycle of drugs, booze, models—repeat. But 10 years in, desperately unhappy and morally bankrupt, he asked himself, "What would the exact opposite of my life look like?" Walking away from everything, Harrison spent the next 16 months on a hospital ship in West Africa and discovered his true calling. In 2006, with no money and less than no experience, Harrison founded charity: water. Today, his organization has raised over $300 million to bring clean drinking water to more than 9.5 million people around the globe.
So, the book is called Thirst: A Story of Redemption, Compassion,
and a Mission to Bring Clean Water to the World. I have not read it. You
now literally know all that I know about Scott Harrison and his work. But I
find his story, and that title, inspiring. I find it encouraging that people do
turn their lives around and find meaning even though our culture works against
that kind of commitment. I find it humbling to know that every single time I
turn on the tap at home and clean water comes out I should pray “thank you,
God.” But I forget, because it’s just there and because the thirstiest I
usually get is on a hot summer day after mowing the lawn.
In a culture where potable water was not so
taken for granted, in the Book of Proverbs, we read:
If your enemies are hungry, give them bread to eat; and if they are thirsty, give them water to drink. (Proverbs 25:21)
Jesus picks up on that
same theme again and again. It comes up in the Sermon on the Mount and it also
comes up in Matthew 25, where Jesus says that when we give a thirsty person a
drink of water, we give it to him.
People literally get
thirsty. We are dust and to dust we shall return, we were reminded a couple of
weeks ago. That’s what happens when all that water, sixty percent of us, is
gone. That is why we stay hydrated – to be alive. Because without the water and
God’s breath, we are back to dust pretty quickly.
But in the Bible, thirst becomes
a metaphor for something even more, in both testaments. In John’s Gospel you
may remember Jesus engaging in conversation with the Samaritan woman at the
well. He asks her for a drink of water but ends up talking about himself as
water and says that those who drink of the water he gives will never thirst
again. In the last book of the Bible, the Revelation of John, the thirsty are
given this water as a gift from the spring of life. The water of life as a
gift, no longer just for that first-century woman from Samaria at the well in
the middle of the day but for you and for me, For all of us who thirst for
righteousness. For all of us who thirst like a deer panting at the river. Water
as a gift from God, from the spring of life.
So I ask you, Southwick Community Episcopal
Church: what are you thirsting for this Lent and beyond, as you get ready to
call a new rector? We live in a culture where
our loyalties are easily pulled in many different directions. We come to church
on Sunday, but the rest of the time there are bills to pay and soccer practice
and Pilates classes, and all the rest. And it’s all good stuff. God is surely
in the midst of it all, in the joys and sorrows of our lives. I believe that.
Wherever we go, God is there.
We can take that for
granted however, like we take tap water for granted. What the Psalmist reminds
me of on this day – and what I want to remind you all about – is that we are
made to be in relationship with God. And with our neighbor. We all thirst. Not
just Christians. Our bodies are made in the same way, in the image of the
living God. Believers and unbelievers. Americans and people from every tribe
and language and people and nation. Each breath we take in reminds us of our
humanity. We are hydrated dust. Our nepheshes
need the living God and the gift of living water, from the spring of life.
A mission of love.
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