Monday, June 22, 2020

The Binding of Isaac

The Track 1 Old Testament reading for next Sunday is one of the hardest, and most terrorizing texts in the whole Bible: the binding of Isaac.

The Word of the Lord—thanks be to God? 
Like Pavlov’s dogs we’ve been well trained, and the response rolls off of our tongues. But it’s difficult to be truly thankful for this strange word that comes to us today from the twenty-second chapter of the Scroll of Genesis. It’s the kind of text that, when we really do hear it, it will begin to haunt us, if it doesn’t already. It famously haunted Soren Kierkegaard, among others. (See Fear and Trembling.)  

Do we really want to teach people “blind obedience” to every voice they think they hear and identify as “God’s will?” I much prefer the texts where Abraham, and later Moses and Job and so many others argue with and even challenge God. Why doesn’t Abraham say, in this text, “are you nuts, God? No way! I must be losing it because I thought you said...")

Now let’s be clear: Isaac is not sacrificed. The story we hear is correctly named the binding of Isaac, and of course his life is spared when the story ends with the sighting of a ram in the thicket. God sees to that. 

But still—at what cost? What scars will both Abraham and Isaac carry around for the rest of their lives because of Abraham’s “obedience?” So if it all happened that way, it makes me a little crazy that it did. And crazier still to wonder what kind of a faith community would continue to tell such a story. This is one instance where I kind of wish the lectionary committee would just ignore a text—leave it alone—try to forget it ever happened.

But of course that isn’t possible. It is not possible to forget a story such as this or to sweep it under the carpet. Given that fact, the only thing for us to do is to ponder it, to wrestle with it, to struggle with it. And yes, argue with it and about it. Maybe when faith comes too easily for us and we can tie it all up and figure it out and reduce it to bullet points, then maybe that isn’t really faith. At least it’s not Biblical faith. This was Kierkegaard's main point, as I read him.

Maybe in a society that craves instant answers and simplistic solutions, one of the tasks for people of faith is to keep on telling difficult stories. Because genuine faith has got to be bigger than us. It's got to be more difficult than making jello. It has to surpass our understanding. If texts like this remind us that we are not God and that we don’t have all the answers, and if they bring us to our knees and remind us that we still see through a glass dimly, well then maybe that’s reason enough to haul this text out every now and again and consider it in our journey to be followers of an inscrutable God.

When we gather for worship and this is one of the readings for the day, the preacher has three options. One is to ignore it completely. But it lingers in the air and I suspect when we do that no one hears a word we say that day. It's like we punted. The second option is to try to explain the text away. The usual path on this one is that there was child sacrifice in the neighborhood and God is now saying, "no child sacrifice required" to worship me. Perhaps.The third option and I think the work we are called to embrace is to explore it. To let it haunt us a little. No doubt it is what Phyllis Trible once called a "text of terror." Maybe we need to let it be just that.

Some of the rabbinic teachings interpret this text allegorically, focusing on Isaac as a representative of the Jewish people. Isaac is both bound and silenced. Jews know what it means to be bound and silenced, especially after the Holocaust. So the text tells an awful and painful truth: it turns out that being a chosen people isn’t all it’s cracked up to be, or as someone has noted “if this is how God treats His friends, I’d hate to see how He treats His enemies!”

In a similar fashion, some Christian scholars also interpret this text allegorically, as a kind of foreshadowing of the Cross. Abraham is not required to sacrifice his son, his only son, Isaac. But another father, God the Abba, will in fact sacrifice his son, his only Son, Jesus, on another hill, far away (where there stands an old rugged cross.) What God does not require of Abraham, God chooses for the sake of the world. 

I will admit that generally speaking I'm not big on allegorical interpretations. I get both, but they feel a bit like cheating to me. Theologically I am sure that they are both right, by the way. But for what it’s worth, for me they move too quickly away from the horror of the text itself to sermonizing on the text. They may be right, but for me it is necessary to linger a while longer with the text itself.

What does it mean to say that God tests Abraham? Walter Brueggemann points out that you find “testing” in the Bible whenever the dangers of syncretism are greatest. That is to say, God tests people of faith when the stakes are highest, when it is easiest to sell out to the dominant culture and to create false gods and graven images. It’s as if that is when God’s people especially need to be clear about not compromising the faith.

“Testing” may sound to many of us like a primitive notion, like an "Old Testament" theme. But don’t forget there is a lot of testing in the New Testament too. Jesus was tested in the wilderness. And the early church felt tested daily as it tried to be faithful in an empire hostile to its message. The prayer we pray every week asks God to “lead us not into temptation” but that can just as easily be translated, "save us from the time of trial.” Don’t test us, God—not like you tested Abraham! When we do face times of trial it feels to many of us like we are being tested: whether by God, the devil, or life itself it is sometimes hard to tell. But when the doctor says “cancer” it still feels like some kind of test.

In both testaments, the Lord is a jealous god: God wants all of us. That’s what we’ve been hearing about from Jesus in Matthew’s Gospel over the past few weeks as well; about how hard discipleship is. God wants our whole hearts and our whole minds and our whole souls. Seek ye first the Kingdom of God, we blithely sing. But first means first. First means God even above family relationships. And certainly above nation. 

So Abraham is tested. Where does his trust lie now that he has a son, now that God has delivered on the Promise? Is the future all secure and settled and resting on Isaac’s shoulders? Or is God still the only One who deserves Abraham’s trust, since the future still belongs to God?

Abraham has to wrestle with a profound faith question that to a lesser extent all parents must wrestle with on some level. Isaac is the one; he is (as the text reminds us) the only one left. Remember Ishamael? What an amazing burden that must have been for him! What tremendous responsibility! But as parents, no matter how much we love them, we must learn (sometimes the hard way) that they are not ours. 

Imagine being Isaac and being told the story of how mom and dad left the land they knew behind, left kin, because of the Voice of God—because of a Promise. And now he is the fulfillment of that Promise. That kid literally has the weight of the world on his shoulders! The ancestors don't live next door. And he's (at least since Hagar and Ishmael were sent away) the only son. It’s hard enough to be a kid in this world, but what a terrible weight that must have been when all Isaac wanted to do was go out and play with the other kids in the neighborhood. I wonder if Abraham and Sarah weren’t just a tad bit overprotective of this son of theirs, born to them late in life. (Who could blame them if they were tempted to be helicopter parents?)

“Mom, can I go over to Johnny’s this afternoon?” No…I want you to stay here and play in the yard, where I can see you, Isaac. “But mom, I’m thirty-four years old!!”

So maybe it is his attachment to Isaac that Abraham has to let go of. Maybe Isaac has his own dreams, his own hopes, his own gifts. If we can learn to see parenting as a ministry, as a kind of stewardship, then we begin to grasp that while there are no guarantees there is at least a chance that we will not stifle our kids with our own agendas, our own neuroses, our own fears. (All of us need to be reminded of this when our kids are looking at colleges, or preparing for their wedding day.) We are told so little about him: he's basically just the link from Abraham to Jacob/Israel - the son of his who will wrestle with God. But that is to get ahead of the story. We are told so little about Isaac, so we can linger on our own ruminations, and projections, and imaginations.

Or to put it another way: the job of being God is already taken. God is still the one with the weight of the world on Her shoulders—not Abraham, not Sarah, and not Isaac. Not you or me.

Maybe Father Abraham helps us to remember that we must not sacrifice our kids on the altar of the culture’s ideas of success, or the altar of some lesser god. And in a sense, when we baptize our children we are in a very real way climbing Mt. Moriah. We baptize them into the death of Christ, so they can be made alive to God. We give them back to God. We let them go. And then God turns around and entrusts us (with God’s help and with the faith community’s help) to “raise them into the full stature of Christ.”

Let me offer one more word—I hope that in the midst of this very difficult text it is a word of grace and hope that gives us the courage to keep on struggling with it. While it may be difficult for most of us to read past verse one—to get beyond the notion of God testing Abraham—we need to keep on reading to the end. There we read that “the Lord does provide.” This is a very difficult translation. The Jewish Publication Society says that “there is vision.” Everett Fox says “Yahweh sees."  

What's up with that? What does seeing have to do with providing? A clue is provided to us by Karl Barth, who pointed out that the Latin root for the word provision.  Pro-vision—get it?—is literally “to see before.” Or better still, “to see to.” On Mt. Moriah, God “sees to things.” God sees to it that there is a ram in the thicket. God has the vision here—even before Abraham can see it clearly. God provides the means for faith to grow and to deepen.

I wonder if that isn’t an even harder act of faith sometimes than being tested; namely, to see a way out when it is provided. To look and to trust that the Lord is to be seen there. That the Lord is seeing to what comes next, even when we can’t.

Jesus said, “consider the lilies of the field and the birds of the air.” That is—see the world! Really see it! See that the Lord does provide for your needs, does provide a way out, even when you are being tested. When the Israelites faith is tested in the wilderness, the Lord "sees to it" that there is manna and water. When Jesus is tested in the wilderness, the Lord "sees to it" that there are angels to minister to him.

So, too, with us. There will be times in our lives when our faith is tested. Times when we feel we are in the wilderness with no options before us.  I can’t explain that or understand it fully—and I wish it were not so. I wish we all were always saved from the time of trial. But I know better than that. The truth is that the deeper we go into the heart of God, the more likely it is that we will find ourselves in some measure climbing Mt. Moriah.

We will most definitely find our faith tested. But when we do, it helps to remember that the God we know—the God we love, and who loves us—does provide. God does “see to things” envisioning a brighter future before we can. Even when it does sometimes seem to come at the last possible minute. Even when it does follow the long and lonely and arduous climb up the Mt. Moriahs of our own lives.

God sees. The Lord provides. Our job is simply to look up, so that we might see for ourselves. The Word of the Lord. Thanks be to God!


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