The Word of the Lord—thanks be to God? Like Pavlov’s dogs we’ve been well trained, and the response rolls off of our tongues. But it’s difficult to be truly thankful for this strange word that comes to us today from the twenty-second chapter of the Scroll of Genesis. It’s the kind of text that, when we really do hear it, it will begin to haunt us, if it doesn’t already. It famously haunted Soren Kierkegaard, among others. (See Fear and Trembling.)
Do we really want to teach people “blind obedience” to every
voice they think they hear and identify as “God’s will?” I much prefer the
texts where Abraham, and later Moses and Job and so many others argue with and
even challenge God. Why doesn’t Abraham say, in this text, “are you nuts, God? No way! I must be losing it because I thought you said...")
Now let’s be clear: Isaac is not sacrificed. The story we hear is correctly named the binding of Isaac, and of course his life is spared when the story ends with the sighting of a ram in the
thicket. God sees to that.
But still—at what cost? What scars will both Abraham and
Isaac carry around for the rest of their lives because of Abraham’s “obedience?”
So if it all happened that way, it makes me a little crazy that it did. And
crazier still to wonder what kind of a faith community would continue to tell
such a story. This is one instance where I kind of wish the lectionary
committee would just ignore a text—leave it alone—try to forget it ever happened.
But of course that isn’t possible. It is not possible to
forget a story such as this or to sweep it under the carpet. Given that fact,
the only thing for us to do is to ponder it, to wrestle with it, to struggle
with it. And yes, argue with it and about it. Maybe when faith comes too easily for us and we can tie it all up and
figure it out and reduce it to bullet points, then maybe that isn’t really faith.
At least it’s not Biblical faith. This was Kierkegaard's main point, as I read him.
Maybe in a society that craves instant answers and simplistic solutions, one of the tasks for people of faith is to keep on telling difficult stories. Because genuine faith has got to be bigger than us. It's got to be more difficult than making jello. It has to surpass our understanding. If texts like this remind us that we are not God and that we don’t have all the answers, and if they bring us to our knees and remind us that we still see through a glass dimly, well then maybe that’s reason enough to haul this text out every now and again and consider it in our journey to be followers of an inscrutable God.
Maybe in a society that craves instant answers and simplistic solutions, one of the tasks for people of faith is to keep on telling difficult stories. Because genuine faith has got to be bigger than us. It's got to be more difficult than making jello. It has to surpass our understanding. If texts like this remind us that we are not God and that we don’t have all the answers, and if they bring us to our knees and remind us that we still see through a glass dimly, well then maybe that’s reason enough to haul this text out every now and again and consider it in our journey to be followers of an inscrutable God.
When we gather for worship and this is one of the readings for the day, the preacher has three options. One is to ignore it completely. But it lingers in the air and I suspect when we do that no one hears a word we say that day. It's like we punted. The second option is to try to explain the text away. The usual path on this one is that there was child sacrifice in the neighborhood and God is now saying, "no child sacrifice required" to worship me. Perhaps.The third option and I think the work we are called to embrace is to explore it. To let it haunt us a little. No doubt it is what Phyllis Trible once called a "text of terror." Maybe we need to let it be just that.
Some of the rabbinic teachings interpret this text
allegorically, focusing on Isaac as a representative of the Jewish people.
Isaac is both bound and silenced. Jews know what it means to be bound and silenced, especially after the Holocaust. So the text tells an awful and
painful truth: it turns out that being a chosen people isn’t all it’s cracked
up to be, or as someone has noted “if this is how God treats His friends, I’d
hate to see how He treats His enemies!”
In a similar fashion, some Christian scholars also interpret
this text allegorically, as a kind of foreshadowing of the Cross. Abraham is not
required to sacrifice his son, his only son, Isaac. But another father, God
the Abba, will in fact sacrifice his son, his only Son, Jesus, on another hill,
far away (where there stands an old rugged cross.) What God does not require of
Abraham, God chooses for the sake of the world.
I will admit that generally speaking I'm not big on allegorical interpretations. I get both, but they feel a bit like cheating to me. Theologically I am sure that they are both right, by the way. But for what it’s worth, for me they move too quickly away from the horror of
the text itself to sermonizing on the text. They may be right, but for me it is
necessary to linger a while longer with the text itself.
What does it mean to say that God tests Abraham? Walter Brueggemann points out that you find
“testing” in the Bible whenever the dangers of syncretism are greatest. That is
to say, God tests people of faith when the stakes are highest, when it is
easiest to sell out to the dominant culture and to create false gods and graven
images. It’s as if that is when God’s people especially need to be clear about
not compromising the faith.
“Testing” may sound to many of us like a primitive notion, like
an "Old Testament" theme. But don’t forget there is a lot of testing in the New
Testament too. Jesus was tested in the wilderness. And the early church felt tested daily as it tried to be faithful
in an empire hostile to its message. The prayer we pray every week asks God to “lead
us not into temptation” but that can just as easily be translated, "save us from the time of
trial.” Don’t test us, God—not like you
tested Abraham! When we do face times of trial it feels to many of us like we are being
tested: whether by God, the devil, or life itself it is sometimes hard to tell. But when
the doctor says “cancer” it still feels like some kind of test.
In both testaments, the Lord is a jealous god: God wants all of us. That’s what we’ve been
hearing about from Jesus in Matthew’s Gospel over the past few weeks as
well; about how hard discipleship is. God wants our whole hearts and our whole
minds and our whole souls. Seek ye first the Kingdom of God, we
blithely sing. But first means first. First means God even above family
relationships. And certainly above nation.
So Abraham is tested. Where does his trust lie now that he
has a son, now that God has delivered on the Promise? Is the future all secure
and settled and resting on Isaac’s shoulders? Or is God still the only One who deserves
Abraham’s trust, since the future still belongs to God?
Abraham has to wrestle with a profound faith question that to a lesser extent all parents must wrestle with on some level. Isaac is the one; he is (as the text reminds us) the only one left. Remember Ishamael? What an amazing burden that must have been for him! What tremendous responsibility! But as parents, no matter how much we love them, we must learn (sometimes the hard way) that they are not ours.
Abraham has to wrestle with a profound faith question that to a lesser extent all parents must wrestle with on some level. Isaac is the one; he is (as the text reminds us) the only one left. Remember Ishamael? What an amazing burden that must have been for him! What tremendous responsibility! But as parents, no matter how much we love them, we must learn (sometimes the hard way) that they are not ours.
Imagine being Isaac and being told the story of how mom and
dad left the land they knew behind, left kin, because of the Voice of
God—because of a Promise. And now he
is the fulfillment of that Promise. That kid literally has the weight of the world on his shoulders! The ancestors don't live next door. And he's (at least since Hagar and Ishmael were sent away) the only son. It’s hard enough to be a kid in this world,
but what a terrible weight that must have been when all Isaac wanted to do was
go out and play with the other kids in the neighborhood. I wonder if Abraham
and Sarah weren’t just a tad bit overprotective of this son of theirs, born to
them late in life. (Who could blame them if they were tempted to be helicopter
parents?)
“Mom, can I go over to Johnny’s
this afternoon?” No…I want you to stay
here and play in the yard, where I can see you, Isaac. “But mom, I’m thirty-four
years old!!”
So maybe it is his attachment to Isaac that Abraham has to
let go of. Maybe Isaac has his own dreams, his own hopes, his own gifts. If we can learn to see parenting as a ministry, as a kind of stewardship, then we begin to grasp that while there are no guarantees there is at least a chance that we will not stifle our kids with our own agendas, our own neuroses, our own fears. (All of us need to be reminded of this when our kids are looking at colleges, or preparing for their wedding day.) We are told so little about him: he's basically just the link from Abraham to Jacob/Israel - the son of his who will wrestle with God. But that is to get ahead of the story. We are told so little about Isaac, so we can linger on our own ruminations, and projections, and imaginations.
Or to put it another way: the job of being God is already
taken. God is still the one with the weight of the world on Her shoulders—not
Abraham, not Sarah, and not Isaac. Not you or me.
Maybe Father Abraham helps us to remember that we must not sacrifice our kids on the altar of the culture’s ideas of success, or the altar
of some lesser god. And in a sense, when we baptize our children we are in a
very real way climbing Mt. Moriah. We
baptize them into the death of Christ, so they can be made alive to God. We
give them back to God. We let them go. And then God turns around and entrusts
us (with God’s help and with the faith community’s help) to “raise them into
the full stature of Christ.”
Let me offer one more word—I hope that in the midst of this
very difficult text it is a word of grace and hope that gives us the courage to
keep on struggling with it. While it may be difficult for most of us to read
past verse one—to get beyond the notion of God testing Abraham—we need to keep
on reading to the end. There we read that “the
Lord does provide.” This is a very difficult translation. The Jewish Publication Society says that
“there is vision.” Everett Fox says “Yahweh
sees."
What's up with that? What does seeing have to do with providing?
A clue is provided to us by Karl Barth, who pointed out that the Latin
root for the word provision. Pro-vision—get it?—is literally “to see
before.” Or better still, “to see to.” On
Mt. Moriah , God “sees to things.” God sees to
it that there is a ram in the thicket. God has the vision here—even before
Abraham can see it clearly. God provides the means for faith to grow and to
deepen.
I wonder if that isn’t an even harder act of faith sometimes
than being tested; namely, to see a way out when it is provided. To look and to
trust that the Lord is to be seen there. That the Lord is seeing to what comes
next, even when we can’t.
Jesus said, “consider the lilies of the field and the birds
of the air.” That is—see the world! Really see it! See that the Lord does
provide for your needs, does provide a way out, even when you are being tested. When
the Israelites faith is tested in the wilderness, the Lord "sees to it" that there is manna
and water. When Jesus is tested in the wilderness, the Lord "sees to it" that there are angels to minister
to him.
So, too, with us. There will be times in our lives when our
faith is tested. Times when we feel we are in the wilderness with no options
before us. I can’t explain that or
understand it fully—and I wish it were not so. I wish we all were always saved
from the time of trial. But I know better than that. The truth is that the deeper
we go into the heart of God, the more likely it is that we will find ourselves
in some measure climbing Mt. Moriah .
We will most definitely find our faith tested. But when we
do, it helps to remember that the God we know—the God we love, and who loves us—does
provide. God does “see to things” envisioning a brighter future before we can.
Even when it does sometimes seem to come at the last possible minute. Even when
it does follow the long and lonely and arduous climb up the Mt. Moriahs
of our own lives.
God sees. The Lord
provides. Our job is simply to look up, so that we might see for ourselves. The Word of the Lord. Thanks be to God!
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